Series: If I Stay #1
Genres: Contemporary, Young Adult
Published by Penguin on April 2nd 2009
Also by this author: Where She Went, Just One Day, Just One Year, Just One Night, Leave Me
Format: Paperback (320 pages) • Source: Borrowed
The critically acclaimed, bestselling novel from Gayle Forman, author of Where She Went, Just One Day, and Just One Year. Soon to be a major motion picture, starring Chloe Moretz! In the blink of an eye everything changes. Seventeen year-old Mia has no memory of the accident; she can only recall what happened afterwards, watching her own damaged body being taken from the wreck. Little by little she struggles to put together the pieces- to figure out what she has lost, what she has left, and the very difficult choice she must make. Heartwrenchingly beautiful, this will change the way you look at life, love, and family. Now a major motion picture starring Chloe Grace Moretz, Mia's story will stay with you for a long, long time.
Review: My expectations were too high with this novel. Everyone constantly raves about it and I’ve seen countless 5 star reviews. I’m not sure why, but it just didn’t hit that level for me. Don’t get me wrong, I really liked this book. I can see why it’s so popular and I’m really glad I read it, but I was expecting to be blown away. This tweet kind of sums up my reaction:
I gave 'If I Stay' 3 stars immediately, got off the couch, thought about it and let it really sink in, then bumped it up to 4 stars lol
— Lauren (@bookmarklit) August 8, 2014
When I finished the book, I was really surprised. I was like “that was it?” — but that was mostly because there were a million fuckin pages at the end of the book for discussion questions and author questions and other shit. I was totally caught off guard; I thought I had a good 30 pages left to read. In other words, I wasn’t mentally prepared for the book to end. It sounds stupid, but it completely threw me off and made me think “wow I don’t know if I liked this book that much.” After getting off the couch for a few minutes and coming back, I started to let the book sink in (like an ending normally would have). I’m pleased with the way it ended, after a lot of thought. This is definitely the kind of book that resonates with you and you need to think about it to fully understand. (I felt that way about the Gone Girl ending, too).. I really did love a lot of the aspects of this book. First, the characters. How could you not love every single one of them? Her parents were funny and amazing, her boyfriend was adorable and romantic – the list goes on. Even though half of them were dead by the first few pages, Forman really let the readers get to know them. The flashbacks were perfectly executed and fit in with the storyline as it was developing. I really liked that she already had an established boyfriend, so it isn’t like other YA books where the character is growing into a relationship with a love interest as the story progresses. (Granted, that would have been difficult to even do with a book like this.) Adam was a great boyfriend, which was really refreshing; they had their problems, but it really seemed like they could get through them. Her best friend, Kim, was awesome too. I can’t get over how well Forman developed this characters without the reader really even interacting with them. Their stories were told through flashbacks and through Mia observing them in her in-between state. I think this novel was beautifully written and gripping. It wasn’t a fast-paced read because it was action-packed; the plot was actually fairly slow I’d say. It was a book you could read quickly, because that’s how she wrote it, but still take your time to appreciate her style. So what really didn’t do it for me? For one, she spent most of the book fairly calm about the fact that her entire immediately family was dead. I realize that she really had no clue if she was alive or dead, so she didn’t know if she should be upset or not, but still – if I saw my parents in that condition I would be a fucking mess regardless of if I survived. Of course, this book begs the question: would you stay or would you go? I can’t really say. I guess for me it would be a little different. Since my parents are divorced, it would have to be an incredibly freak occurrence for my mom, dad, stepmom, stepdad, stepsister, and half sister to all be in the same accident (or even the same place at once). If this happened to one side of my family, at least I would have the other side. And my boyfriend. And my friends. I think I would probably have to stay. Anyways, overall – I enjoyed it. The writing was beautiful. The characters were amazing. The ending was appropriate. I just didn’t feel like it was lifechanging enough to give it 5 stars. I really wish the hype monster hadn’t gotten to me, because I built this novel up way too much.
I would recommend this book for anyone who wants to read the book before seeing the movie! I finished this one in less than 24 hours, so it’s a quick but powerful read.
I’m one of those people who gave this one 5 stars, but it also holds a special place with me – it’s one of the books that got me back into reading, years ago. That also means I read it before all the hype, which probably helped. It’s hard to go into a book with such high expectations. Great review 🙂
Thank you! Yeah exactly. The hype was too much but I knew I wanted to read it before seeing the movie. The more I think about it, the better I think it is. I just got to the end and wanted more. Luckily there’s a second book!
The second book is SO GOOD. And sometimes I wonder what I would think if I didn’t have the emotional attachment to this one, lol. It was one of those right book at the right time sort of things.
I know exactly what you mean. I’ve heard (and goodreads ratings show) that the second one may even be better than the first? Idk I’m excited to read it soon!
I liked it a lot better than the first, but it seems everyone has a different opinion. Some people like If I Stay better.
I felt the same way about how many pages were left at the end of the book!!! I felt that there was so much left, but then I finished and was all like… seriously! I actually heard that you can read the second one without ever reading the first and vice versa… I’m excited the read the second one as well. 🙂
I just started the second one and I’m really enjoying it so far! It’s from adams perspective so it’s a little different but I like that
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